bum dreams

i dreamed that bums were trying to get into the apartment building.

several times i woke up in real life and looked out my bedroom window only to realize that i wasn't at the apartment building, but in my own home.

this would be more normal if these were zombie dreams instead.

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i'm in the apartment building yesterday, talking to some friends that i just moved into one of the units. a car honks and i look outside.

a girl from upstairs runs down and gets in the car. the driver pulls out a baggie and looks like he's rolling a joint.

sigh.

have we become this stupid?

i knock on their window. i don't care what you do in your personal lives, just don't do it in my parking lot i say.

oh well, better than the crack pipe found in the hallway.

slowly but surely, i'm weeding out the bad and planting the good. god, i want this to be over so i can just get over being sad.